Phil. 4:13 - I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me.
I was beginning to doubt the verse above too much had happened in my life too quickly and most of it was not very good. I wanted so badly to believe that everything was going to be okay but I just couldn't. I did everything including question GOD and even suggested that he has left me to suffer my hardships on my own.
Although I doubted him, I still asked for help, he was in fact all I had left and I knew deep down inside the only one who could actually come through for me. Like always he delivered what he promised, not what I wanted but what I needed. You must be thinking how can I be satisfied if I did not get what I want? That's the thing about the GOD that we serve, he is awesome enough to give you what you need but caring enough to ensure that his plan is carried out in your life. The truth is that his plan is the perfect plan, the only one that can actually make you happy and sometimes what we want is not always whats in his perfect plan for us.
One thing I am sure of is the fact that he listens to us, every time we call his name, He never lets us down. Even when we are angry or bitter with him because of our circumstances. I wish I knew all of this on Monday when I felt that the whole world was caving in on me.
I feel so relived now, knowing that I can trust him to take care of me and allow his perfect plan for my life to take its course. I LOVE JESUS and I am eternally grateful to him for carrying me through one of the most trying times of my life.
Here is my prayer of Victory
Dear Lord, I want to thank you and I lift my hands up to you in praise.
You have taken me from the darkness and showed me the light.
You have given me a Victory that I did not expect, more sweeter than any honey & more valuable that any treasure. You have proven to me that your love for me is never failing. I am sorry that I once doubted you.
I thank you for easing my heavy heart. I pray that others can experience this love that I know can only come from you.
Amen
Keeping the faith Always
Jan
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